No this isn't an emo piece.
I get emo when I can't take any more. This is not about that, this is about WHY I cant take any more. An in-depth analysis of the animal known as human.

Humanity is simple. And to progress in humanity is simple. You make money, you get a little fame: you star.
You wolf lie cheat and steal: you beat all the sheep.

You mock, you disparidge, you belittle: you grow.

You exclude: you have.



In very simple layman's terms it takes nothing but a moron who understands these concepts to shoot high in a society of those who also understand these concepts.
And to almost enjoy their lives in "the peer system".

The very simple question remains unasked by these poeple (most people) but it remains fact: WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE?

'I want every little thing I can get out of life.' is the obvious and sane answer.

The sanity of the global status quo.

The satus quo=the reality on Earth for humans designed by a mass of scared idiots who don't know their ass from their elbow. And which you grew up in, and hence pin every last hope and dream upon.


Yet some people will not crawl over broken glass just to be accepted into this status quo.

There is a minority of humans out there who would rather wonder at your will to cut yourself just to be widely accepted.

For you bleed upon the path of enlightenment like the tears for a lost lover who you cut from your heart because you didn't think yourself worthy.


Why are we here? To succeed, or to grow?
Let's think about that..


What do you want to be?
Pretty? Rich? Respected? Adored? Loved?

You can get most of those things easily by manipulating people.
You can be pretty from birth sometimes, although I've noticed the predominant biological lust towads beauty only breeds beautiful people who are incredibly ugly inside, due to all the undeserved attention.
If you love and/or would jump hoops for beauty . You now have proof you are an ape.

We are all a bunch of fucking monkeys who would have been stomped on a long time ago if it wern't for our animal cousins not having the combination of sight, hands and speech.

Do you really think an elephant or a whale with a brain larger than yours could not outsmart you?



And there's the punch to your ego, you are not great. None of us are great.
You can climb over the other rats on your rat race to the stars but you are dead meat scrabbling to your death.

We are all going to die, and few of us will have reached any state of understanding in our tiny lives by then. Have you? Meat?
So few out of seven billion 7,000,000,000. And you are 1 out of that 7,000,000,000.
Get what you want to get out of this life I don't care.
Lie cheat steal I do not give a fuck.

You're like a molecule, being 1 in 7,000,000,000.

And so am I. And I am going to die also.
Which means it doesn't really matter.

You don't, I don't.

Which is exactly why I do not care (at least any more).
I am going to be a molecule that tells the Truth, amidst a cascarde of molecules that do not know much and prefer to fart around. Just more meat.
I am going to be Just to myself in that endevour.

It will bring me no fame, nor popularity, nor respect from my peers.

Peers who wouldn't piss on me if I were on fire.
I would rather burn to death.
How about you? Molecule?
For the future of wisdom is laid out.
The solutions to everything are there if we all walk it.
Enlightenment, a long and much willed dream, will ignore peers and people, and will swim on past the current.
For the only alternative is to repeat, repeat, repeat this same played out story of Life forever and ever. Not Life really, just "human" life.
Not all of the story.




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