And what she found out about
me was that I was a control freak, or at least had tendancies of such.
Something that took some coaxing to even admit to myself, which is very odd
for me, I'm so unused to being untruthful to myself. And am surprised I let
myself falter in such a basic quest as being honest to myself.
And in conversing
with this control hungry part of my being I ended up asking a very important
question:
If you're not in control of anything, and nothing is in control of you, are
you out of control?and the answer is you are avoiding "control".
(Meaning you are able to avoid the whole concept of control
and just be free from it)
I cured my insanity the same way I dropped my control
freak tendency, with Truth.
(not mainly the Schizophrenia, the other neuroses)
The only way out of it was
with Truth
if only I had known all of the Truth about reality then, it wouldn't have
taken so long.
Yet we don't know the truth as a species, nobody knows
what's really going on. Apart from those who can prove it beyond a shadow
of a doubt.
The main problem is, everyone perceives the Truth
differently.
They do not realize that there is only one truth. WHAT I MEAN PEOPLE, is that
Everything isn't real.
There is only one real/Truth.
We may come to it differently, but your real isn't real and will never be
real until you are a spirit after truth!
like you may not know about the truth and what it is like to be a victim of
horrific child abuse
but that is meerly your fault, you do not know enough of the truth.
And you may even become an abuser simply because of that. The Truth hurts
you fucking wimp. You haven't even bothered to learn about the most horrible thing in this life?
Incorrectness is the main source of pain and bad
When you know the Truth, it cures you.
Because pure truth cures all.
ASK YOURSELF THIS QUESTION FOR EVERYTHING IN LIFE:
Am I at fault? Am I being True to myself? Is this
incorrect or the obvious undoubted Truth? Why?
And be honest
Because you know when you have the Truth.
you know
you have to be someone who can dig very deep into themselves to recognise
when you're just playing yourself
but when presented with the Truth it cuts through all, and you know it.
The
Truth is you are not at fault, not if you don't want to be ignorant at your
core. If you do then you are lost. That is obvious.
The Truth is cold stark sanity, and it is basic. It is hard to find in this
world.
like there are people out there who want to go around
hitting people just because they're in the mood
we both know that is incorrect and ignorant
how the hell did we BOTH know that if it wasn't the Truth? You are not me. Is it really the Truth?
Ask yourself the questions about that right now, I
know I am going to...:
Am I at fault? yes because I don't want to be hit
for no reason.
Am I being True to myself? no.
Is this the incorrect or the obvious undoubted Truth? it is not incorrect
I guess I need to add a why? onto the end of that [it wasn't there before]
Why? because going around hitting people for no reason is not conducive to
what we are trying to achieve>> which is ignorant.
And therefore incorrect.
What are we trying to achieve?
A Life
A Life for Everyone
cure yourself with the right questions to yourself, it is easy
Nick.Eliot[at]Cannotfindserver.net
P.S. I Love You Rain.: ) And I will until the end
of my time!
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