ooooh Im so scared

GOD IS A FUCKING CUNT

I mean what do you call this?

can anybody be fit to call this a 'life' and be happy and content for it
to their dying fucking day when they suffer miserably in intense pain?

This life is a fucking cunt, and if god is out there and watching all this fucking peutrid shit then there's going to be a reckoning when I get to heaven
I would'nt do it
if it were me,
if this were existence and all this suffering were the price
which makes god a cunt
a cunt living for himself or herself or Im not going to show my fucking self, self

The one being that pisses me off more than Jesus is god

the rest were all acting out of primitive nature, as are probably you, and not responsible for your feeble wisdom's actions
also are the poeple who's life history basically made them rape the humanity out of themselves

This life is fucking shit
if youre enjoying it then you dont know what is going on.

I wouldnt put such feeble souls as humans through it
for what purpose eh?

We're not that bad as a species
if you cant see that then youre a fucking whiney bugger

what fucks us up is the lack of a real life to grow in, real bodies! and not these fucking primitive weak evil half monkey minds

Like Ive been living in hell for many years and trying to help everyone out of it
I know you wont care, it doesnt bother me, I love you , I am strong ok

I live a life of living hell and at the end of it what?
huh?
punk?

ooooo! theres an uncertain death, probably without emotions or any real to it
fucking fabulous
no true love for me either, nor for 99.99% of the whole population

people just dont work on themselves enough to deserve it
theyre all cowards

I guess thats easy to say from someone who knows they can survive anything

I dont give a fuck, if there's a god he can suck my dick or damn me forever for saying it and regret it

I dont care

Im fucking ranting, Im drunk but this is what I mean
GOD SERIOUSLY PISSES ME OFF
AND IF THERE AINT A FUCKING GOOD EXPLANATION IM GONNA SHOW THE FUCKER UP and easily

I dont want no fucking wife I can control, nor a vulnerable human body with its boils and discharges

I want to live!
yet im scared to live via my past
and I was a fucking child then
not all my fucking fault

none of this is anybody's fault

who asked to be born?

I fucking didn't

birth is just a natural process of sex, preferably following a bullshit relationship

this life isnt worth it
we should not make it work, nobody really wants to anyway or we would be living for each other and not just ourselves you selfish fucks
TURN IT THE FUCK OFF I am not a free spirit
and can never be
neither can you
you are all trapped in another's game of life, for eternity

P.S. when youve suffered enough, and survived, you dont give a shit any more, but you will never be free whilst there is a possibility of a superior being
and I dont call this shit superior

and Satan!?
ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh
as if , I mean come on
I'm a superior being and I know everything so Im going to create someone just as powerful as me to torture everyone

and that is your god? you call that a Wise being?

FUCK YOU ALL
I love you
so fuck god instead
god is a cunt

and I don't want any of his bullshit existence.

Nick.Eliot

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this life is the nearest thing we have to something that is ours'

and look at what we do

listen to me