testing testingugh and im faced with the white page and the flashing cursor once again
what has caused me to break from my comfort zone and write..
is I was waiting at the train station for my train
to visit my mother
one came along unexpectedly
(British railways are not that hot)
and I boarded with a feeling something was going to happen that day
and alas it did,
I left the train and was waiting at a bus stop
and two kids turned up
one 14 or so the other younger, nasty lower class kids
they smoked cigarettes
annoyed poeple with the tinny music from their phones or whatever
then the older one started picking on me
I have long hair and I had lit a cig, exhaling each breath noisily as is my way
he whispered to his freind some joke about me and they broke up laughing
then he went and whispered it to another lad he knew in the line and they broke up laughing
I began to cotton on it was about me
then he started trying to push his younger freind into flicking a cigarette at me
I was being bullied
I said 'fuck this' and went to get a taxithere was not a lot else I could have done
the law prohibits me from battering him to death, which I would not have done as it shook me up, it being the first time I was bullied and totally unprepared
(alas I am a pacifist too)
I could have shouted at him
and he probably would have enjoyed that or knifed me to save face
I couldnt have called the police as they would not do much, the children know the law, and attack within it
I think some psychology would have gone down well, but lordy I was not prepared for anything to happen,
I used to have anxiety attacks just BEING outdoors with my agoraphobia
im hardly set up for battle.
my weapon of choice is the pen, which has led me to think
this is all in the year 2006. In England at least, let alone the rest of the western world, its hard to miss that the most awful generation in about a century is being raised
its historical for england to produce litters of scum
we have done it again and again
There hasnt been one around for quite a while
the world wars killed a lot of the working class men I guess, so there was noone to breed them and badly raise them
I do not really know why poeple grow up so nasty these days
its probably the liberal government and liberal parenting, and the desensitisation of violence caused by the tv
already these evil little shits have grown into men
you go drinking in the cities around here on a saturday night
youll get bullied if you look like a target
they get you on the floor, 4 of them
and kick you until you need to go to intensive care
and theyre dirtying Englands name in all the foreign holiday resorts too
and theres more and more of the bastards coming
as each day they breed, get older, less wise, and gain followerswhat the hell will the world be like when its run by them?
my point is this
there used to be ways of dealing with the rubbish of society
the pen was mightier than the sword
thinking men like me would arrange for taxes to be collected
then would form an army of the filth and send them on their merry little way to be slaughtered in some useless battle
PERFECT SOLUTION
you get a bigger empire
the scum are buried
perfect
at one point in Englands history they were building up again
and the prisons were full as they are now
so the men of the pen ordered (paid for by taxes) the scum to be shipped to Austrailia, never to come back again
marvelous idea, and rational
the pen was mightier than the sword
so what world is it now when the pen is the swords bitch?
the government will not make any serious measures against the nightmare poor poeple have to live through on council estates
the police have little or no powers when it comes to children
and the government wont give them any for all the government cares about is spin
our world today is run by the News
that great pinnacle of being
the government pretends it cant actually do anything sensible about anything, and it doesnt
the newspapers make it even harder for them, noone who has led a normal life, no rational person, can go into politics becuase of the tabloid newspapers
if you havent been perfect all the time in your entire life you get the muck raked over you
and people are stupid enough to go along with that, including the politicians.
Near noone of worth has led a blameless life
one of the first things you learn in economics class, is that the intelligent few rule the majority and make their decisions
because the majority are too stupid and too easily led to make the right ones
and that used to be the case, the pen was more powerful than the sword
but now the pen has scribbled so much it has got itself in a muddle, made a mess of the page
we go along with the law and hold it as gospel
for some reason unbeknownst to me
the law which lets guilty men walk free of courtrooms on some minor complication
and the law which lets child rapists go free after a couple of easy years protected from other inmates
nonsensical
and we dont do a damn thing about it
as long as its not happening to our family we dont care, because we are cowtowed
I cant cuff a 14 year old around the back of the head, or break his kneecap
it would teach him not to be nasty to people
a good lesson
but I cannot
I would go to jail
gaol is not meant for innocent poeple, which is what I would be even after harming a nasty child
and they know this do the kids
thats why they do it
cos theyre protected, what kind of men does that grow?
and will the government do somthing about it?
hell no
bad spin
the black lesbian vegans say they should pander to the kids and get them youth workers not reality
the government have to be seen to work for the black lesbian vegans, and the black lesbian vegans dont live in that dodgy area
so they say no to rational measures in ignorance of the generation growing up to torment them
there was a curfew ordered in bad areas not so long ago
that children should not be out at night
and crime went down, adults could walk the street again
then some smarmy little fuck went to the european court of human rights
and they decided it was against the childrens rights not to be out at night burning and looting
and the curfew was lifted
excuse me
but unwise men should not be the masters of the nations pen
doesnt the government RULE the land?
its not good spin though
black lesbian vegans would be upset if any ruling went on
and we cant have that happen
cant disrupt them in their middle class paradise can we
its not as if we were that bad a rulers before Political Correctness and spin came along
another example of our lame dick government is stuff like euthanasia
currently it is illegal to help your horrendously suffering relative die before cancer eats them to death inside
and the government make sure they survive in horrendous pain as long as possible
with all manner of modern medicines
but why?
the politicians think about spin, not reality
if youre going to make it illegal, you need a logical reason to do so
and they do not have one
Im a philosopher, I see the truth in things, its obvious to me
and euthinasia is a fine idea so are curfews
I can give logical reasons why (not arguments)
and the government cannot defend its standpoint
the truth is they dont want to lose their jobs, they are afraid to act rationally
all I can see the government actually doing is working to gently cowtow the populous
the law makes it illegal to sort out your problems without a policeman, illegal to even light a cigarette
and they even cowtow the policemen by taking their powers
the only ones capable of rebellion would be the new generation of wankers
harrasment
bullshit
fear
and a very painful death
is the order of life 2006
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