God I'm tired

I have realized something remarkable today.

I was chatting to the most beautiful, fun girl, who seemed to like me

Yet there I was turned off by all the men she's had before and the small size of her arse

then she explained to me that obviously everyone has history

And I realized,
that thought that I've destructively had for years was not my own

I didn't sit down and think up all these 'Values' I have

and I realized,
its all in my subconscious
its all in the primitive
there's no wonder why people have for the last load of centuries been a complete load of berks!

centuries where real people had to hide their activities for fear of being murdered and ousted

its just the way we're made
the higher mind is like a beautiful robot, and the inner mind is like a smart, manipulative monkey.
the problem being that the primitive is at our core and therefore it makes us think these values were our idea all along

so for millennia, we've had people with fucked up values, values that they thought were themselves throughout

and which were merely conjurings of a primitive inner mind so incompetent it doesn't listen to what the higher mind has to say

AND WE LIVE IN THE HIGHER MIND

the higher mind is US

it is ME
and it is YOU

and we're being hoodwinked,

our values are not our own!
I'm not sure whether they come from our DNA, or our early upbringing

a bit of both probably, but far more likely to be from the DNA.

We act and think ALL for creating the best offspring

and that includes the HERD mentality, perhaps for the survival of the 'tribe'
weeding out the competition and the weak from it,

which portrays itself in modern day as bullying and racism, attacking of the different

and that's so minimal in Western countries thanks only to the rules put in place by more intelligent men and women who have gotten through the wall of ignorance and ignorant power
or it would still be ignorant power causing death all over

and it portrays itself in Love
we love the wrong people
we can fall in love with complete cunts!
people who would wreck our lives

and we could even know they'll wreck our lives and still go ahead with it and think its our idea
when it is the idea of our DNA

they fulfill some form of sub-conscious code for who would be a good mate for our offspring

YET THIS IS MODERN TIMES
we can think past it, and overrule it, and become more , or we will be locked in this forever!

the greatest asset a person has is the ability to reprogram themselves. All we need to know is the Truth of the matter
and act accordingly

Amen.

 

Nick.Eliot[at]Cannotfindserver.net

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P.S. Don't get angry at your subconscious, there's no need, it doesn't know either, make friends