this is a really boring lecture on the nature of Truth, and is meant for everybody

 

I take care of people
in my capacity.

life makes sense if you're a human
I am one
but until the rest of humanity shape up a bit, I'm not gonna be named after them
[that was a joke]

I'm just glad I'm not in living hell anymore
that's what I care about personally, the rest I give away
and do you know
living hell is one missed pill away for me,
and id walk through it again if forced
I guess the only part of me I call me is the part of my mind that never changed
the quiet sanity that always was.. throughout immense negative and positive changes in my brain

but it couldn't do anything to help me out, it always just was. I could tell it was there through my deep self exploration.

I guess I've been alone too long to slip back into normal/bizarre life
at least my time has been productive...
emotions and the primitive within you that craves a human life, they make you drunk
I don't know if loving myself etc. would help me to get the bells and whistles life people crave
my giving up responsibility for humanity would
that's my primary motivating force
to be honest, I CARE

minds are so lost in the dream because they are immense and changeable/adaptable

and yet some have bullshit filters to filter out moronic realities like organized religion and unexplainable atheism existence

at the bottom of your heart, does something not add up?

 

They're so lost that they can't find out shit apart from who to fuck over in business, or just in the name of nothing.
Everyone is so pitifully lost
imagining all this bullshit and calling it real
people don't know the power of the sub conscious for creating untruths
I know you might not agree
and some, believe every reality is real
but it doesn't stand up to logical argument

sure, a person's reality is true for that person

and yet in mathematics 2+2=4 for all people

the same as my PC desk is hard and is a certain form for all people who's minds have adapted to perceive
be they blind, dumb or a dog
there is the same correlation of a PC desk within their perception
which is thrown off by our biologicalness
into bullshit perceptions

but we all can feel, smell, see its shape
just as 2+2=4, we can all sense the same thing
by math or smell or touch or sight
it is what I have found and come to know is true
and truth.
Like 4 bowls of dog food is 4 bowls of dog food
even atomically, whether it exists or not quantumly, THEY ARE THERE, ask the robot you got to examine them

the robot would say: ceramic & protein, 4 separate

And there is such truth in reality!
it REEKS of it
because of the correlation of our observance of it
you have to see our minds/bodies as grown from one cell,
that has learnt to adapt to this reality
just as a baby who at first sees upsidown comes to see the right way up
it is an adaption of a cell that comes to fruition to see the shape, smell and form of my pc desk

and the baby also sucks up the ignorance of the species it is within

the ignorance coming alongside information such as 'how to point a direction to someone' and allowed through innocently

and that, is where we are sadly lacking as a species

the point being, that the pc desk is the same
and exists for all
though its actual perception gets skewed by the illogical.

Therefore reality makes some sense! And therefore could have a Meaning!
which is opposed to every fugging body else who makes up nonsensical realities to attribute TO this world
that is why I take responsibility and throw my life at it in an attempt to find the meaning of reality: ( IT IS CAUSING TOO MUCH MESS our realities at the moment

it is rare to meet anyone who sees a thing and sees it honestly

someone who strives for the truth of the matter and are not skewed by what they WANT to believe and what they DO NOT know

 

someone has to, please god (or whatever deity may exist in/if the spiritual dimension)!
the problem being, that in the cell that grew you is the primitiveness that it took to get that cell to be able to see the world the right way up, and to see my pc desk

as for COMPREHENDING what my pc desk is,
well that is a matter for science.

 

When you know something, you don't have to believe it anymore.

I'll get there one day! lol

 

(C)opywrite Nick.Eliot[at]Cannotfindserver.net 03/07/2007

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