I was talking to God the other night,

I talk to ceilings from time to time

I was whining about how people are so narrow minded compared to me.

Then I thought about it from god's perspective;

God, if there is a god and it can access space time, knows everyone
and is supremely wise, leaving me trailing far behind

I realized how absolutely extremely terribly horrible being god must be

I mean, you've got one bunch of narrow minded children on one side.

you've got another bunch on another

and both of them strongly believes in you, and prays for your help killing the other

yet both are misguided children (as are most of the humans on earth who don't care about trying to become wise)
and you see them blowing each other up

you feel their pain and blindness
and you cant intervene cos that'd disrupt everything far too much

,
if you could, even then one side would fight even harder with the divine providence bestowed upon them

IMAGINE seeing everyone for what they really are
and including me
were just a bunch of intelligent second rate wannabe lifeforms hellbent on fighting

and we 'cant see the woods for the trees' simply because that is how society raised us

Imagine seeing a 5 year old run and suicide bomb another 5 year old.

that is exactly what being a supreme being would be like

God cannot change anything without wreaking unimaginable havoc
yet everyone dreams of a miracle to vanquish their foe

when what they don't realise is that they're going off half cocked because man designed their religion and not god

all people are gods children and it does not want any of them to blow each other up

but we will and we will and we will!

BECAUSE WE'RE HUMAN

we're driven by what were told and don't question it
we're driven by childish selfishness

we are not at all honorable

If god came down to earth today and told everyone to stop killing each other
then we would

but it wont
it cant do that

this is a logical universe

Instead it has to sit back and watch us make our own mistakes
CAN you imagine how horrific that would be??

a shit ton of misguided children shooting each other because it's what they're told to be

children killing children

I know its very big headed of me to call adults children
and I am getting a bit big headed lately and am trying to stop it

but what is a child but someone who doesn't understand?
and where can an adult go to learn to understand?

there's nowhere
sure we know a lot about a lot of stuff

but that is not real intelligence
that is not the wisdom that will see us through!

Wisdom is about taking the weak option

and anyone reading this cannot hand on heart say that humanity is devoted to wisdom

not even devoted to knowledge

we are not devoted to anything!

this is a blind survival

no one really knows whats going on
we only know that we are here
and the enemy is there.

There are intelligent people at the top, ruling us

but would you say they had an idea what the hell is going on?

of course not
why should they??

oh they know what is going on within the world,

but they have no idea why

and the ideas why that they think they know, only lead them to explode some innocent civilians, simply because that is what is 'done'
what people DO, what has been done for millenia

someone who said honestly that they didn't have a clue why we are here would be a much better leader than someone who has no idea but pretends they do

it is very scary living on a planet with all you Humans
it is very scary indeed

if people wondered
then I would feel a lot safer
as of now I am terrified by the common man

simply because they do not know what drives them

 

nick.eliot[at]cannotfindserver.net

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